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my saturday, which is turning out to be surreal

Week two of How Did I Become This Person Obsessively Downloading Youtube Vids of an AI Contestant, Oh My God, This Cannot Be My Life, by jenn, with notes from svmadelyn. Also, Adam as a pony? I--don't know. We're sober, which is the sad part.



seperis: I am watching his Ellen performance!
seperis: *GLEE*
seperis: I'm converting V, btw.
svmadelyn: god, poor v
seperis: He's rocking the leather jacket.
svmadelyn: i saw that too!
seperis: *purrs*
svmadelyn: I have been a good little fangirl!
svmadelyn: I have eaten my allotment of adam spinach
seperis: There is no allotment.
seperis: There is only all.
svmadelyn: ...and am dancing to fever
svmadelyn: fever would be such a good ej/sami song
seperis: Well, who wouldn't?
svmadelyn: I'm going to propose it to the ejami vidding section.
seperis: I seriously have to see him live.
seperis: And I don't think I've--ever said that.
seperis: *blank*
svmadelyn: *dies*
svmadelyn: a pilgrimage.
svmadelyn: GO TO MECCA, BB.
seperis: I'm seriously kind of boggling at myself.
svmadelyn: no, I totally understand
seperis: God, if he comes to Austin, I may have to drug V and make her come along.
svmadelyn: I was that way with city of blinding lights.
seperis: Well, of course you do. You're a fangirl.
svmadelyn: I do not *do* concerts.
svmadelyn: I don't like them.
svmadelyn: but for that song
svmadelyn: it was like, a three year fantasy
svmadelyn: of seeing it live.
svmadelyn: that song is john sheppard and atlantis in my head.
svmadelyn: so it's like, spiritual.
seperis: *nods*
seperis: Okay.
seperis: The thing is.
seperis: I notice a difference in his voice between HD and regular youtube.
svmadelyn: *giggles*
seperis: I am not built to notice that kind of shit.
seperis: *blank*
svmadelyn: dedication.
seperis: There is something wrong here.
seperis: Goddamn astolat
seperis: ...maybe I should buy the CD.
seperis: *haunted look*
seperis: For the--the higher sound quality.
seperis: And possibly a stereo with which to play it?
svmadelyn: fight susan boyle.
seperis: I--don't have one.
seperis: *helpless*
seperis: I should get one?
svmadelyn: ....well, you can um
svmadelyn: play the cd on your computer.
seperis: *horrified look* Laptop speakers.
svmadelyn: you can't buy a stereo for one cd.
svmadelyn: it's just WRONG.
svmadelyn: *fears for everyone*
svmadelyn: GOD WILL YOU JUST DRAFT THE APPLICATIONS ALREADY
seperis: I...I know.
seperis: *dazed*
seperis: Maybe if it-if it had like, wireless to my laptop?
seperis: That would be--plausible.
svmadelyn: “I just feel like you’re ignoring me or something,” Kris says, and Adam feels like he’s going to throw up or pass out, or throw up and pass out.

So he forces a bored expression on his face, and concedes, “Yeah, maybe.”

Kris’s brows furrow. “Yeah, you’re ignoring me?”

“No, not really that. It’s just—I mean, I guess it’s kind of lame that we keep trying to live in the past, pretend like we’re actually BFFs or whatever,” Adam waves his hand around languidly, and realizes its shaking, so he pulls it back down fast.

“What?” Kris blinks.

svmadelyn: SO LOOK I AM WRITING
svmadelyn: *DESPERATE*
seperis: Oh thank God.
svmadelyn: Kris doesn't know what to do with a vampire, but he knows what to do with Adam, so he reaches over and slams Adam against the wall. His hardened wolf body enjoys the contact, and Adam's fangs extend.
seperis: Someone needs to talk me out of the stereo.
seperis: Oooh, Adam.
seperis: *PURRS*
svmadelyn: SEE I AM WRITING
svmadelyn: IT'S NOT THE SAME STORY
seperis: I love you.
seperis: LIKE A LOT
svmadelyn: BUT THE THINGS I DO FOR YOU.
seperis: I DON'T CARE THIS IS BEAUTIFUL
svmadelyn: WANT ME TO MAKE SOMEONE A PONY?
svmadelyn: ...not too far-fetched for Adam.
svmadelyn: That boy has lived.
seperis: Nope.
seperis: It is not.
seperis: Please keep writing so I won't go to amazon and price stereos.


There should be a mood for "haunted and afraid". With sparkles. *headdesk*