• Mood: angry

sadly, i could not find a mood for bitter

So I give up. I'm privatizing some of my smallville fic and a few others.



So I'm kind of in that fugue state of teary-eyed while privatizing about half my sv stuff. I think HookerClark pretty much *defines* the concept of underaged sex, and he's pretty damn underaged. Though svmadelyn was rather philosophical about it.

svmadelyn: you know what? Chance it.
svmadelyn: if you're gonna get deleted for something
svmadelyn: by god, let it be hooker fic.
seperis: *chokes*
seperis: Okay, tired of doing this.
svmadelyn: come on. it'd be the best ever. Jenn got deleted for SV hooker fic. Karma caught up for never healing Clark's hookery pain.

I removed the Teacher's Pet AUish thingie and some of Looking Glass, though in the case of that fic and Hooker Clark, I can't find all the pieces since I didn't finish tagging them.

I should--and likely will--go through and start reading backward to see if I missed any fic on the main tags. When I reorganized, I think I got most of it, but I'm not betting on it.

Oddly, the more I have to open, private, tag private, and close, the less sympathy I suddenly feel for LJ. I just--some of the entries had recs, and daily life, and bits of fannish history, and I really, really want to kick something. Or maybe I'm just overly emotional due to my headache.

I am amused to see news is going to soon have no place left to comment. I had no idea there was *that* much Greek art.



I want this not to be a *problem*. I just can't quite conceptualize how fan fiction is more dangerous than the Barnes and Noble romance section.

ETA:

Privatized these--if they are on my website, I have the alternates beneath the cut, in case you were linking to here.



Find Me, Smallville
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/findme.html

Looking Glass, Smallville
(Okay, I cannot find some of the parts. Madelyn went through, I went through. It was posted fully to my webpage in July 2004. But I cannot find any of the other parts. If you happened to link to my lj's parts, please post the links? Thanks.
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/lookingglass.html

Pretty When You're Mine, Smallville
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/pretty.html

Quartered: Subversion in Four Movements, Smallville
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/quartered.html

Softer Than the Rain, Smallville
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/softerthantherain.html

Untitled Two Paths Fic, Smallville
I don't have this one on my website. I'll put it up in a few days when I find the original document.

Show, Smallville
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/smallville/show.html

Stories Out of Childhood, Queer as Folk
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/other/storiesoutofchildhood.html

DVD Commentary for Stories Out of Childhood, Queer as Folk

This Is How, Harry Potter
http://seperis.illuminatedtext.com/other/thisishow.html

Teachers Pet AU (Underage Thingie), Stargate Atlantis

All memories in Lj of these fic have been removed as well.



I'll update here with any further removals.

God. It's so *stupid*. I'm getting freakishly emotional about this. I keep having to stop and think it's really not a big deal. Except for some reason right now, it feels like a big deal.